I wrote it once,
And I will write it again
Because all that is there to say
Is my thoughts and feelings
And it all revolve around the same
thing
All that am doing is trying to say it
In a different way
Maybe one day I found out what I want
to say
After reading them all and write one
thousand words
Or maybe even a million… or more…
I would understand and know what I wanted
to say
I wish life was easier I wish one
word could explain it all
I wish there was a book to make us
learn how to live
How to walk alone and depend on yourself,
How to find the courage and strength
to do what u want and believe in…
I wish I could do what’s good instead
of doing what’s bad because it’s easier,
I wish I find my own way one day…
I wish I achieve what I want to
achieve and stop running and hide because it’s hard,
I wish I stop living in fantasy
world,
I wish I could stop living in this
fake world,
I wish I could find the truth and
myself even if it’s hard…
Knowing that it’s hard and it’s just
a wish my heart made
It’s like a dream that will never
come true it really hurts…
I don’t know how to end it or what to
say,
But I think I’m giving up…
I wish it was different… I wish I have
what it takes to do what I really want… but the truth I don’t have it…
So all I can do is stand where I am
waiting…
Waiting for what I don’t even know….
But all I know that am living every
day in fear and pain…
Hopeless… wishing for a far away star…
wishing if I reach my hand I could hold it…
Yours: AmyBadr
8:44 PM
25-07-2015
