A Little Smile Can makes A Difference


Act Like u know it
Smile as if it's okay
Don't Cry I Know
How it Feels
Just Walk with Hope
Even if it's Dark
When You smile
The Road shall be easy
Everything will smile back
Eventually You won't Feel Lonely
Because Hope was with us
Take your Friend Hand
Let him accompany You
Teach him what's Like
If u has Tried
Don't Cry my Friend
Cause I will Cry
See… So a little smile can make a difference
Can eventually make u Happy
So smile to make someone Happy
And walk with Hope
Teach someone how to do it
Walk together it will be Better
So just Smile...
We will be together so don't be afraid
Cause I will Cry when u Cry
And Smile when u Smile
Because this is called the Road of Sharing and Hope
I just wanna Tell You
That... I LOve You...
And with a smile u can change things and make a Difference
Just believe and never give up..
I Wish am Like that Always the one that can help u Smile... And be always by your Side...
Remember I will always be there for u just call my name and I'll accompany u...

Yours: AmyBadr
6:53 PM.               22-9-2012

Wait Or Go... (I always hate choices why am always in this situation why i can't choose)



Wait Or Go...
Don't know what to do all I know that I always hide or run when am facing something am afraid of...
And I always let the flow carry me with it wherever it goes...
Even how much it hurt...
Even whatever I lose I can't do anything about it and that make me always sad...
I wish one day I can face my fears and work hard to conquer it...
Am always asking myself a question maybe I can't try my hardest now but if I tried even if it was a little can it be said that I have done my best until I find the courage and inspiration.
Can it be called even if it just a thought that I have done what I've could...
Can u see my sincerity...?
All I can say now that am sorry please forgive the foolish me...
I wish I can forgive myself...
But I can never do that but perhaps one day I could forgive myself when I do something that deserve it...
Sometimes I say I shouldn't give up but when am all alone Hope seems to disappear and dark came and replace it and here when I thought of the rain to come to erase everything so that hope can be planted again inside my heart......









Sometimes it better to experience pain because maybe it will make me stronger...
I wish my thoughts were different but it's all the same...
I keep forgetting important things... And now even little things, that I think one day will come that I lose a lot of important things because of that...
But sometimes I say even if I forget even if am bad, people who care and love me will always be beside me,
Until I have become a burden that no one want me, until everyone around me forget about me...
It hurt feeling lonely while u has a lot of people around u...
It hurt when u feels pain and sad and want someone to talk to but u doesn’t know who to call...
That's when I began to stay alone more...
And that's when I began to forget
So I can act that it won't hurt whatever happens
It looks like I have given up and that make me so scared don't know what to say or how to act...
Am so afraid to lose what matters to me and I don't have anything to give or say...
I Wish for my friends the best and I wish when they need a friend I be the first they think of and I wish when they call I can be there for them like they have expected me to.....
Yours:AmyBadr

2:02 AM 20-10-2011

From Korean Drama "HeartString" (I Really LOve this Song)

When tears are filling up my eyes,
when tears are flowing down my cheeks,just yell out, then even sadness will be frightened away.
When my heart is giving in,
when my heart is aching in pain,just put on a smile, and let that hope find me. (2)
with open arms
There may be stumbles, but those aren't failures
Just brush off the dirt, don't cry
Just stand up again, and continue running
Sometimes love makes me laugh
Sometimes love makes me cry
All of this will only make me grow even stronger
Sometimes, love makes me risk everything
Sometimes, love makes me regretful, too
I am all right, I am still holding onto my dreams,and walking along that path
It will be like this.
I will forget you,
starting from today.
You will be a person,
that I do not know.
Just like a person that I have not seen.
Even if we meet on the street,
our paths have never crossed.
Speaking of love,
another love will come along.
It surely will.
Even though it hurts now,
as time passes,
the wounds will heal.
It will be like this.
I will forget you,and I will too.
When tears are filling up my eyes,
So smile, for happiness will come.
So smile, for love will come into my arms, too.
Even the dreams, as many as the stars, will come.
So take action, don't hold back.
So take action, even if it's just a small step every day.Even if it's a slow pace, it's okay.
When tears are filling up my eyes,
when tears are flowing down my cheeks,just yell out, then even sadness will be frightened away.
Sometimes, love makes me laugh.
Sometimes, love makes me cry.
All of this will only make me grow even stronger.
Sometimes, love makes me risk everything.
Sometimes, love makes me regretful, too.
I am all right,
I am still holding onto my dreams,and walking along that path.
Initially, I sensed suffering in your eyes.
Am I the only one misunderstanding?
Your smile, that's like sunshine,
made a fool out of me.
I can't forget you leaving yesterday.
Am I very annoying?
But now, I understand.
Once you were mine.
If you can, let's come back
and do this again.
I will dedicate everything.
Wish that we will forever be
together and will never be apart.Because I only... love you.
The star that illuminates the night sky.
That star that shines brightly in the distance,
seems to have fallen into my heart.
That star that is engraved in my heart,
that star that illuminates my heart,
it might just be you.
Can you hear my trembling voice? Oh star.
Can you feel my passionate heart?
You're my star.
The love that I've always dreamed of,
I know that it is you.My heart, forever it will be only yours.

Only Me... No One Know What It Mean Even Me... Or Only Me WHo Don't Know


Here I come to write but I find instead words I like...
That's when I decided to write more with an open mind...
Sometimes u want people understand u without talking
But u wants them to talk so u can listen and understand them
Sometimes u feel so disparate that u need help and others u just want be left alone...
There are times like this I don't understand myself
That’s when I began to listen to people to tell me who I am or what I feel or want...
That’s when I feel lost...
Want be left alone to think who am I....?! And there come a Strange question with no answer...
Always waiting for something but don't know what is it..?!
Maybe a chance to feel something new or to have something new that also I don't know...
But I think it's true... All of us wait for chances and want to have it
Even though I know that the more I feel lost,
Lost in words.... lost in world where I don't know anything
Sometimes am afraid to answer a question even if I know that answer
Because I doubt what if it's not the right answer... always “what if” comes when u are more lost...
Searching for something and while am searching suddenly stop…
And ask myself what am searching for that's when I stand there in surprise don't believe myself....
I have nothing to say except what the hell am doing and what's wrong…?
Am I in my right mind or what…?!
Yours: AmyBadr
1:38 PM                                                  19-9-2011

You Miss What You Never Knew...


Come on let's start, let's talk and say what we truly have
I gave up along the road,
and maybe from the start but I kept acting like I didn't,
I walked while the thoughts are in my head
but I walked anyway and acted all okay
until I made myself believe in a lie
that's when I realized that living a lie really hurt but even though I did.
I didn't walk up but I kept walking in the same road every day...
and I acted like I didn’t see…
I acted like I didn’t see what was there in front of me…
Yours: AmyBadr
12:50         31-3-2012

I Was Inspired With The Note I Wrote Above (The Words Suddenly Pop Up in My Mind):
Come on, Come on let's talk about it... Come on, Come on don't keep in hiding it... Come on, Come on what's the use in running... Come on Come on at Last I realized the truth about u and me... Come on, Come on It wasn't what it seemed to be, I was so foolish didn't know what I really feel... Come on... Come on...
Yours: AmyBadr

I Feel Like It's Talking to Me......



I feel like it's talking to me this sound I can hear
It’s telling me what's real…
It tell me the story of the world we live in,
It tell me how much others suffered,
How much sacrifice was made for us,
but sometimes it all became a waste,
and others it lived inside of us, with us and made our life turn to different direction…
it tell me that u has to work hard no matter what u has to go on with your life and give your all in helping others on making things better not only for yourself, because that all will return back to u if not while your living it will come back to your children...
I learned that no matter what u do bad things will happen but the important thing is that u believe in god and that there must be a plan for u so smile and keep on fighting smile no matter how much it hurt…
Believe and has hope and when u fall don't give up look around, remember everything u has to live for, remember happy memory and get up and keep on fighting for this things, I learned that there's nothing can stop u from trying except yourself if u give up and say there's no way then u can't do it, but if u believe always there's a way and there's an answer u will get it, so let's fight for the better let's smile after we had a long cry let us help each other...
Yours: AmyBadr

1:50 PM                                               15-2-2012.

Words I Liked...

Silent tears falling down my cheeks
As I watch you walk away
My heart beckons to you
Not to leave me once again
How I wish you didn't have to go
How I wish it wasn't so..

Yet I know it is the will of The Almighty
The further you walk away
The faster my heart beats
How I wish I valued you as I should have
Cherished you when I had the chance
Now you are leaving me and I can only watch

My purpose I had forgotten
Too engrossed in the scenery
I forgot about my journey
You gently and lovingly guided me
Showed me once again the straight way

My sins were smothering me
Enshrouding me in darkness
My nafs was ruining my heart
My Creator How I had forgotten!
Yet HE had not forgotten me
My loving ALLAH sent me your guiding Light

To brighten my soul
Wipe away my tears
To help me get up again
Strengthen my faith
To help this lost one..
How Merciful is my Creator!

Yet now,Oh Ramdhaan
You are leaving me
Whether I will see you again or not
I have no guarantee
Now is the test
Will I remain steadfast?

Will I imbue these lessons that I have learnt
Into each and every day?
Will I remember
Why my heart is beating?
Why I am breathing?
Will I remember that my only purpose of creation

Is to worship my ALLAH?
Or will the worldly pleasures seep into my heart
Causing me to forget my ultimate end?
Will I go back to my negligent state
And drown in frivolous pursuit?
Will I allow my heart
To become a haven for the devil?

Oh Allah! Let that not be so!
Let every moment of my life
Be in your obedience
Let every day and every night
Be a means of getting closer to You!
And let us be steadfast in our Imaan
And we beg of you, Oh ALLAH.
let us see another Ramadhan. Aameen